Sadie

I think everyone realy knows who they want to be. So when people say they need to find them self they mean they need to find a way to be who they want to be. Well im one of the many i have this pic in my head of who i want to be who i want to look like everything. Its the perfect person to me. But How do i get there how do you start well i don't know but im sure trying 2 figer it out

I close my eyes but yet the pain is still there just now it is dark/ to many questions fill my head all leading down a scary road/ this road I go down Ive been down before/ thought I was done but now I start again/ I have no passions i have no hobbies what a sad future I have ahead/ The dreams I had have already been broken the heart I have is already gone/ no hope in the future its sad i know its what i call my life/